flesh

young red bird theyre just natural feelings like walking off to ride my bike or just bump into you i havent seen you in a week or three days though it really bugs me its nice to find new ways to smile i keep thinking that when you feel sad you cant pout cause what this songs about is me singing im just wondering what to do with you myself and me naked in the mirror of the bathroom

I have never been so lost in my life. I am graduating FIT this month, with no plans, no direction, no nothing. I suppose, I move back home, get a mediocre job, try to finish school?

I feel as if I need to get out of New York and start a brand new life. I have been quiet the changer but I feel as if I have royally fucked my life. I have nobody. I have nothing. I strive day to day to make my boyfriend the happiest boy. And I achieve and I am quiet satisfied with my improving progress. Although, it' only half. I change, he remains.

I need to get out of my body. I have nothing. nothing. nothing. I cry daily due to the deep depression I have officially fell into. No escape, no nothing. I keep holding on to absolutely nothing. And I am so unsure what to do. My body is totally failing, nothing makes me happy. Everyone is either fake or a liar.

My tears are nothing but a constant flowing river that never suffers a drought. Nobody understands. I need to pick up and leave, I need to get out of here. Or maybe out of me.

yes

thank you diseal, happy fucking birthday

move to the ground

I've been listening to rye rye for years.

it can't get much louder than this

I am obsessed with the song. I am so attracted to these girls. Check it out, THE BRIDGES is their name. The name of the song is pieces. I had to listen to it about 10 times to like it, they are from alabama. They are totally adorable!

blowing kisses in the powder room

I think videochatting is such a great way of communication.

I got the sickest pair of rainboots yesterday; 200 dollar boots. Super pricey but great quality and although you may not be able to tell from the picture but they are so fucking classy and cute, especially for rainboots!



Tomorow my wisdom will be removed. I'm a quitter.

what am i searching for?

Yesterland, I attended the infamous summerstage festival. Among this, besides the heat and the sweating hipsters was electronic /hip-hop music. This tiny arena stuffed nearly 5,000 people in making the temperature rise to nearly 100 degrees. The show was very interactive targeting two completly different audiences. This made the show way more inciting, different cultures incorporated into ONE atmosphere. All here for the well known diplo, a-trak, & headliner santogold. Also appearences by k-cudi, black star, and MZ STREAMZ. It was amazing. SO I indulged in many many joints and danced my pants off.



I really like santogold, as well as this song by her. LES ARTISTS. She sounded really great on stage and her music is really brilliant and unique. I really dig her. CHECK IT (also the lyrics below, I really think shes got a good vibe).

What I'm searching for
to tell it straight, I'm trying to build a wall
Walking by myself
down avenues that reek of time to kill
If you see me keep going
be a pass by waver
Build me up, bring me down
just leave me out you name dropper
Stop trying to catch my eye
I see you good you forced faker
Just make it easy
You're my enemy you fast talker

I can say I hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

What am I here for
I left my home to disappear is all
I'm here for myself
Not to know you
I don't need no one else
Fit in so good the hope is that you cannot see me later
You don't know me
I am an introvert an excavator
I'm duckin' out for now
a face in dodgy elevators
Creep up and suddenly
I found myself
an innovator

Change, change, change,
I want to get up out of my skin
tell you what
if I can shake it
I'm 'a make this
something worth dreaming of


THIS robot can move. Sweep me off my feetz. That's all.